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Finding the Muse

by Charlie Bruber

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1.
Spire 02:51
When the spire fell Many shed their tears Everything to come was Seen in the flame Soon to say goodbye Years then felt like months Wishing to let go of Body and form Heavy crises reign How long will it fall? Have you known one to care? Then throw it all away Had to get out now Oceans of illusion It's so quiet Before to long It never was When the spire fell Many shed their tears Everything to come Who would have known?
2.
Weakest Link 03:51
Love I feel there's something wrong As if you've gone away Lost in a haze For so long Soften your eye Why lust for life? What is this feeling? Can it be thrown aside One more time I feel so alone When I lose my mind Within this mess We're simply not living For you I'm broken and bent Staring down my fear It's only my Weakest Link Soften your eye Stop holding on What is this feeling? Can it be your love? I know you're love The eye reflecting on All of us Love I feel you now so clear As if you're always here No fear in my Weakest Link I'll be alone again Getting lost in the mess What's that to live for? For you
3.
I was in a band Our own little world With no direction or way We held a sound And a dream's reflection Trust me I'll trust you That's how it had to stay My friends Cause the pain of reaching for more Is forever We were deep In those fleeting days Nobody knew it happened But most of all This time with my friends Was like I'm in a band I'm in a band It's your band I'm in a band It's my band Sometimes I hear Our voice The one we left behind Did you know this love Is our ride or die Can you feel the rain On those southern nights I still see you there While the tears fell Down his face That was only the start Coming to an end Sensing it was Real and pretend All at once And forever We were deep in those fleeting days Nobody knew it happened But most of all This time with my friends Was like I'm in a band I'm in a band It's your band I'm in a band It's my band
4.
February 01:50
5.
The Beat 04:09
Unseen a sight to see Never hide the beat So fine so mellow The color and the sound With your back to the sun Prisms dancing on the light The spaces the faces No more letting yourself down Faded shade Empty ways Roles to play Spread too thin Another spin Under your skin Sorting through The shame in passing phases Time spent No regret Life on the beat Make it alright Few words go a long way They're floating right on by Someone's in need of The things we forget to say There's so much to share with you From the edges of sanity Expressions expansions No more letting yourself down Faded shade Empty ways Roles to play Spread too thin Another spin Under your skin Sorting through The shame in passing phases Time spent No regret Life on the beat Make it alright
6.
Boogie Down 03:47
I won't start with you that easy And it's known you cannot see straight But this time next year you won't be here so Why the boogie down? Forever eighteen Everything you've done is wrong No sense of yourself Your life just watered down Is this what failing looked like to you? I do wonder if you know The ones you've taken through the roll But for now you cannot ask for more so Why the boogie down? Brothers, sisters, fathers and mothers You've always pushed them to get ahead And again you fall back on your face so Why the boogie down? Sixty years Everything you've done is wrong No sense of yourself Your life just watered down Is this what you thought it would be like? Who are you? I know you know that Your life would be better Without you there And after all After lying for so long You have to admit It's what makes you hate Is this what makes you hate? What I'm trying to say is Look you got what you wanted so Why you always so mad like that? And why the boogie down? Given so many chances Is this that grudge that turns you away? Why so much hate? There's enough in this world so Why the boogie down? Down
7.
Sea 03:55
I won't let go I'll be there for you always But holding on will only Go so far You can't find the words To say My love is a sea And you're there Floating as the sky peels away And you are seeing me Amongst everything How long do we have Are you trying to say That life and love will transcend sea? I can't let go I long to know what is there I feel that boundary What I see and what you know You wont need the words To say My love is a sea And you're there Floating as the sky drifts away And you are seeing me In everything How long do we have Are you trying to say That life and love will transcend sea?
8.
Bubble 04:19
Lost in the shade Jealousy Is reaching in To what length Will you let The bubble take you? (Who) made the change Shut you out Of your own head? No bubble is the same Someone remains That doesn't know Everything you once loved Now it runs our shows Does it take shape or Does it shape space As in what is life without this Sinuous descent of Doubting myself That bubble makes it Hard to see Thoughts out of place For everyone Focus is gone What you hear Is only From what they've seen Slight of hand knocks me down I'm motionless Blocks in my brain Laying weight On all my love I Cant think Cant Dream (Who) made the change Shut you out Of your own head? No bubble is the same Someone remains That doesn't know Everything you once loved Now it runs our shows Does it take shape or Does it shape space As in what is life without this Sinuous descent of Doubting myself Makes it so hard to see When the bubble Breaks you up So much time Transgressed By visions so dark Traps this life When the bubble Breaks up Out of the material There is no space Between There is no space Between
9.
Handoff 01:47
10.
Get Along 02:48
That velveteen rabbit Chasing the ends of my body Shaking with disarray She speaks so low Will it feel right When thoughts unfold Do you love yourself? Even when you're not there Get along get along get along with you Body and mind It gets the best of you When thoughts unfold If it's only one way from here Let me feel it out Mistakes mistakes mistakes Just to let it go No one ever looks back When thoughts unfold
11.
Four Loves 03:44
Before doubt sets in My mind craves to step Out of bounds See through this day To other places You may be We cope with problems Of our own Easy to push aside It always returns To you I am nothing more Than a moments envy Maybe I'm just blue No time allows Four Loves Not a time You can see now And then I crumble As you reveal yourself Do we ever know The signs besides Inside us? What is this cycle? Where is our place? Can it just be nothing? In the clouds I fall apart Do I rise with you Or ride at all? Accept the thought I'll never know you Our place is Somewhere after death Easy to push aside It always returns To you I am nothing more Than a moment in time Maybe I'm still blue No time allows Four Loves Not a time You can see now
12.
One by one they Look for the riddles in their heads A chance to shine In their lame fantasy Step into one line Are we the tongue tied? Who bears the weight of failure? Is this cause for true concern? And for tomorrow New demagogue show who to spite More ways to whine We think for ourselves Fall in the next line Are we the tongue tied? Who bears the weight of failure? Is this cause for true concern? Distorted lines so divided Spread their failure While the rest feel the weight All I know is that today I feel it now
13.
Today Crisis guides Deception that yesterday is over No easy way out So easily in Sell us short Intensify addiction Our truth holding down Hard ways set this stage Peace of mind wont fade This life crisis built Nothing left to crave Power and frailty Now you're just no one No easy way out No easy way out Today The earth dies How many cries Will it wake Sacrifice and stay Keep your head down and go The only way We amplify conviction Our truth holding down Hard ways set this stage Peace of mind wont fade This life crisis built Nothing left to crave Power and frailty Now you're just no one Kindness togetherness empathy Kindness togetherness empathy Kindness togetherness empathy Kindness togetherness empathy Kindness togetherness empathy Kindness togetherness empathy
14.
Pace 04:18
15.
Esteem 04:06
At the friends-giving last night The queen in her gown What will they do How deep do they fall Before they start to care? Tripping Suffocated By the deep surface We wait all day but I needed that fix That fix I don't know about you But I needed that Our creator taken lightly The energy we crave Beneath his wrinkled gown Torn edge of a room Without care The culmination He pleads to die The followers expectation The culmination of surface fallacy They've had enough The calloused thumb is Pruned and sucked From inside they weep They built the pedestal But it must come down Look here The lonely parasite presented We watch it decay Our queen taken lightly There she is Misinterpreted Unsure of self Characters regurgitated Over and over and Over and over and Over and over Tripping I need help I need help It's so hard to be me (Where did she come from?) I need help I need help It's so hard that they crave me I need help I need help There I am You're right I need help His own universal truth He keeps the irony How does he share the body? We crave him There she is We crave him We've been waiting all day As long as he entertains I don't know about you But it's ok they suffer From our piggyback Piggyback What will they do next? I'm free from self Won't suffer anymore Starts to care To smell the flowers Will break the spell Piled in filth There the lonely parasite presented From inside She weeps "I'll curl up forever" He must die For I must live Is it so hard To be me? He must die For I must live Without self Tear away the pillow Is it so hard to be me?
16.
Dementia 03:20
My career is so important to me Every follower that I got Gets me one step closer to my ideal I'm an influencer with a place of status But you already knew that I live in a big city and comment Gold medal emojis Wherever I deem worthy They yearn for my acceptance and validation I'm making history with every movement Every follow every like and every post I will repeat these actions until I die Because I wont die I'll forever live in the content No love just thirst for all things blind My life matters most I'm the golden boy I have famous friends that I'll follow to oblivion Because the truth is I can't build anything on my own I depend on them to bleed me Of what's genuine and Fill my ego Our friendship is dead I'm happy when I see your struggle And loath in your success I'll never listen to That new shit you dropped And I never will Mr & Mrs. Means-to-an-end That's my name Because it's all about me You know I'm already checked out of here I'm too good for it And most certainly you I suck but my goal is viral Exploit you Exploit me Fill me to the top with this hit I don't like when others have nice things But thankfully I know it's only me No love just thirst for all things blind This toxicity feeds me And most of all Knowing that you don't have what I have I'm not lucky it's clearly my reality My life matters It's funny how I always am right I'll stay here in my box And connect in a way That doesn't connect at all No love No love Just thirst for All things blind

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released May 2, 2023

Bass, Guitar, Synthesizer, Keyboards, Piano, Vocals, Vocoder, Drum Machines - Charlie Bruber
Drums, Drum Machines, Synthesizer - Murphy Janssen
Modular synth, aux percussion - Jason McGlone

Joe Paris Christensen - Electric Guitar on 'I'm in a Band'
Luke Rivard - Congas on 'The Beat'

Mixed by Jason McGlone
Produced by Charlie Bruber
Mastered by Rob Schlette
Recorded at 8vB and The Hideaway

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Charlie Bruber Minneapolis, Minnesota

Minneapolis songwriter, producer, and multi-instrumentalist Charlie Bruber is behind the mic for the first time. 2023 will see him release his first record as a solo artist, Finding the Muse. Laced with authentic character, addictive melodies & eclectic instrumentation, the album represents the search for his artistic voice. ... more

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